The Waiting Game

Waiting is not fun, especially when you are waiting for surgery. The last few days have been hard and I'm scared it's gonna get harder. Some days I feel down and think..."Why me?" I've always been taught that life isn't fair, and I know everyone is presented with challenges which ultimately make them stronger...but am I not strong enough yet?

This surgery is taking place at one of the hardest times in my life. I'm trying to be strong, but I feel really alone. I lost someone I loved, and thought felt the same for me. For the last few months I've been trying to hold on to "what was" as opposed to "what is." I'm trying to change and move on, but a life altering surgery is not making the process any easier. I feel like my life has been turned upside down and I truly have no idea what to expect next.

Time on earth is brief, time passes and things change. Nothing will ever stay the same, and I pray all these changes and challenges bring me health and happiness.

Thank you to my wonderful family and friends who have always been there for me, each of you are blessings in my life!!!